do it.
I need someone to talk to right know, and I don’t know who to call, I’m crying cause my big sister has been bulling me through text msg for the last hour. And I just couldn’t stop remembering all the horrible things I have live in my home. My dad was surprise of hearing about me finishing highs school cause he takes me for such and stupid girl, so its like a miracle! . My mom always said that if she has a time machine she wouldn’t have me. And my friends are always trying to change me for my sister. Cause she is funnier, sexier, beautiful. Even her eyes are a more beautiful shade of blue.
Its hurts so much, cause I kinda live from people attention.
You know why I never cut myself? Or try to commit suicide? Because I’m so afraid of pain. That its stop me.
Idk, I’m just so sad right know.
To always love you. To defend you even if I know you’re wrong. To surprise you. To always pick up your call no matter what I’m doing. To bake you cookies at least twice a year and to kiss you whenever and where ever you want. Mostly to make sure that you always remember how perfectly imperfect you are.
Mr. Darcy: hey, I just met you
Mr. Darcy: and this this crazy
Mr. Darcy: but I'm going to act coldly distant to you for a long time, , then awkwardly admit my undying love to you and save you from liking a horrible liar and gambler, then propose to you, telling you I love you not for your beauty but for your mind.
Mr. Darcy: so call me maybe.
